Essay Paper 2 Section B : A decision that you regret the most

The Night

Suddenly I was awakened in the middle of the night. The moonlight was shimmering on my pallid face. Slowly I get off from my concrete bed and tiptoed silently to the window. I could feel the cool breeze of the night touching gently to my cheeks and there was a sound of dried leaves collided with each other in every slight breeze of the wind but weirdly there was no sound of crickets that can be heard. It caused the night seemed very eerie and had really made me goosebumps. I look towards the infinite view in the blackness of the night which seemed to be what I felt right now. The sorrow in my soul and the unforgiveable mistake that I ever done. A mistake that haunted me for years.  A cause to my every nightmare..

            That day, the Sun shone brightly with its light caused me felt scorching hot. I was on a luxurious cruise with my fiancée, Jack. We were heading to Sipadan Island attend a birthday party of my bestfriend whom was Amanda. As I was still on the cruise, I look behind me to see the view of the blue sea which seemed to stretch forever with no horizon. The crystal clear water was splashing as the cruise went by. The journey to the Sipadan Island was very a scene to behold.

          Soon, we arrived at the port and Amanda was waiting for us patiently but I could see a slight of uneasy gaze hidden behind her blue eyes when she saw Jack and I were approaching her hand by hand. Yes, Amanda and I were bestfriends who had a lot of similarities including fallen in love with the same person but I was luckier as Jack chose me instead of her with no doubt. Maybe. So, if Amanda felt jealous towards us, I would feel no worries at all as soon Jack would be mine forever.

            Later, a luxurious limousine parked infront of us. I was stunned to see it but I was not shocked at all as I knew Amanda was born with a silver spoon in her mouth. It took us for about thirty minutes to arrive at her villa as it was not a stone’s threw away from the port. It was located on a hill in the middle of the island. From below, I could see a picturesque manor stood full of mighty, showing its solidity and also very mysterious. A villa that had altered my life violently. A turning point towards everything that had happened to me. Destruction.

            That night, the party had started. I was stepping out from Amanda’s cozy room which was opposite to Jack’s room. Amanda was so generous for sharing her room with me. I wore a Jimmy Choo heels and was paired with an exclusively Vera Wang dress. My limited edition of Chanel bag was glimmering like a diamond. Suddenly an attractive man with his Le Monsieur suit had caught my attention. He walked confidently to me and kissed my hand gently. We went downstairs together and joined the party. We did waltz in the middle of the ball. Sometimes we changed our dance steps into salsa and others to get along with the music. We became the most glamorous couple on the event.

            Soon after we had enough of waltz and salsa, we stopped to rest. Feeling exhausted, we went to a luxurious Lorenzo table by the edge of the party to get some privacy between me and him. It had been so long that we had not having our time together because of our hectic life in city. Away from the hustle and bustle of the city, I thought it was the best moment for us to fill in with romantic time together. Then, a waiter was wearing a tuxedo served us a glass of wine with some lovely pavlova. The taste was marvellous. Pavlova was one of Jack’s favourite dessert and I was wondering if this was a plan of Amanda to allure Jack’s heart but I tried not to think of it and said to myself that maybe it was just a coincidence.

            As I was trying to indulge myself, Amanda was approaching us with her cat-walk style. She was so gorgeous with her vintage make-up, black La Femme dress and an elegant Gucci clutch bag. She invited Jack to dance with her. Suddenly, a deadly silence was filling our atmosphere. Jack was looking into my intriguing greenish eyes as if he wanted some sort of permission from me. I was dumbfounded. My mouth was shutting and opening like a goldfish. But then I thought that Jack would never deceive me, so I said “Go Jack”. I forced myself to create a smile but I know it was only looks fake. Really look plastic.

            Then, Jack and Amanda did waltz in the party. They look like a couple then. Jack did waltz a good as Fred Astaire meanwhile Amanda waltz gracefully like Audrey Hepburn. But the one who should be Audrey Hepburn was me and not her! My jealous accent were mushrooming in my heart. My blood were boiling hot. My hands were shaking in anger. My eyes were burning red and splashing a wild fire in it. I gulped the wine as if I tried to gulp my own wrath. No! I could not bear to seem them anymore. The more I observed them, the more my jealousy governing my heart. Harshly, I stood up from the sofa that once really comforted me but after seeing them, it made me suffocated. So, I climbed up the stairs and headed to the Amanda’s room when the party was reaching its climax.

            Suddenly I was awakened. The clock was showing 3 o’clock in the morning. The pendulum was moving uniformly which had created a sound of ‘tick-tock’ in the silence of the dawn. I look beside me on the bed but Amanda was not there. Where were she? “Amanda?”. There was no answer. I curious to know where were she by this 3 a.m. It was impossible if she was still downstairs having a party that had not finished. So, I stepped out from the room and found that Jack’s room was ajar. My heartbeat were beating hardly and my veins seemed to burst out my blood. As cunning as a mouse, silently I moved into the room and I heard two voices were whispering. The smell of Swarovski perfume were filling the room and it was Amanda’s favourite perfume that she usually wear. I switched on the light and saw Jack and Amanda were on the floor and looking at me with surprised. As the proverb said, curiosity killed the cat but now it had killed me from the inside.

            I was standing in front of them, feeling stupefied and anger at the same time. My heart was aching hurt. My hands were trembling. Anger had taken controlled of my mind. Without any far ado, I ran toward Amanda and slapped her continuously. In order to defend herself, she pushed me hard until I was hitting my head to the cupboard nearby. The vase on the cupboard had loses its stability hence, it stumbled on the floor and broken into pieces. For sure, the vase was expensive. But who cares right now? So, I took the biggest piece of it and aimed it to Amanda’s neck. Jack was trying to save her by pushing Amanda away and suddenly I was stabbed Jack’s neck inadvertently meanwhile Amanda’s head was hitting too hard on the edge of square, glass table. Blood were splitting on the floor. It was not what it supposed to be. I just wanted to warn them and not killed them. I did not mean it. I was glued on the floor and crying continuously. Hysterically, I screamed “How could you do this to me? I love you!”.

            Now, here I am in the prison waiting for my punishment and regretting for my own mistake. But still, guilty remained guilty and a murderer will never be executed from their own deed. So am I. I would be hung to death. Yes, it was a mandatory because I am not insane when I killed them. If I knew that Jack and Amanda were not having any affair. If I knew that they were only discussing a great birthday party for me. If I knew that Jack planned to propose me during that day and if I could encounter my jealousy well, maybe the three of us would never had to face this dead end that I had created of my own. That night was the most haunted memory ever in my life which always whispered cruelly to my ears and kept reminding me on the decision that I regret the most.

                

Soalan Spot SPM 2014

Assalammualaikum...

How's your day dear SPM candidates? Adakah anda jeles kerana harini budak PT3 dengan rasminya dah bebas?? Jangan risau kerana aku jugak mengalami benda yang sama! *high five* Sedar tak sedar, now tinggal 16 hari lagi sebelum 3 November 2014. Tarikh keramat. Ahaks! Tapi bagi aku, tarikh keramat adalah 25 November(Freedom, yeah!). Ihikk~

So, apa korang buat sebelum SPM? Struggle? Oh man, kalau kau tak struggle, memang penipu Baghdad! Sehh, so sebelum struggle mesti korang dah prepare segala macam strategi kan? Hohoho, lemme guess. Hurmm, salah satunya mesti korang cari soalan spot SPM kan? Lerr, aku pun sama jugak. But, my advice, jangan ikut bulat-bulat segala spot yang diberi. Topik lain pun mesti revise jugak sebagai back-up.

Here I got several of it. Harap berguna untuk korang. Ini cikgu aku yang bagi and some are analysis made by me dan selebihnya dapat dari kawan-kawan yang dapat dari cikgu mereka jugak ..Kalau salah, maafkanlah diri ini. Kan hanya ramalan.. Kalau korang nak percaya jugak, dan akhirnya masa SPM nanti tak keluar, aku tak tahu yerr ^_^

Sejarah Form 4

• Maksud dan ciri tamadun (tamadun Hwang Ho)
• Peningkatan tamadun
• Pengaruh Hindu-Buddha di Asia Tenggara
• Khulafa-Ar-Rasyiddin dan Kerajaan Bani Umaiyah
• Kedatangan Islam di Asia Tenggara
• Penyebaran Islam di Asia Tenggara
• Pengaruh Islam di Tanah Melayu
• Zaman Gelap Di Eropah
• Revolusi perindustrian di Eropah
• Ekonomi tradisional dan ekonomi dagangan
• kesan dasar ekonomi (pendidikan vernakular)

Sejarah Form 5

• Imperialisme Barat di Asia Tenggara
• Nasionalisme di Asia Tenggara
• Peranan akhbar, Majalah dan Novel
• Malayan Union
• Pergerakan politik di Sabah dan Sarawak
• Sistem Ahli
• Ciri demokrasi berparlimen(perlembagaan dan pilihanraya)
• DEB (1971-1990)
• Wawasan 2020
• Kemunculan Blok Dunia dan Perang Dingin

Biologi (Paper 2)

• Pergerakan bahan merentasi membran plasma
• pembahagian sel
• nutrisi (faktor fotosintesis)
• respirasi (hubungan fotosintesis dengan respirasi)
• pengangkutan (imuniti)
• sokongan dan pergerakan (haiwan)
• tindak balas dan koordinasi (sistem saraf dan sisitem endokrin)
• pembiakan tumbuhan
• perwarisan

Biologi Paper 3 - respirasi, perwarisan.

That's all for now. Marilah berdoa bersama-sama supaya soalan spot ni mengena 80%. Tehee.. Anyway, ingat my warning yer. Tata ^_^

Review : Quran Read Pen

Assalammualaikum..

Today I'll speak in English so that entire Muslims can understand what I'm gonna talking about. Especially for those muallafs or Muslims that are still can't read Quran very fluent. Here I got the solution because me too can't read Quran very fluent but alhamdulillah it's getting better than before.

This my Qalam got everything we need to know in reading Quran accurately. Though it is expensive (MYR390) but it is reasonable because it benefits us a lot. Don't worry about the price because I am sure it's getting lower as the years went by because my parents bought this 2 years ago.

It contains:-

The Quran is so small but it is heavy. Haha, don't judge a book by its cover xD

 By the side of it's every page, there are few languages that you can choose to play by using your read pen. It looks like this..

Can you see that blurry image by the side of this page? So, it is! I'm sorry for the blurry effect. It shouldn't be like that. LOL xD  The one that I used the most is only the read pen with the Quran index because I usually hear that whenever I am about to sleep. It sounds lullaby to me. So graceful.

It is really pen-like, easy to charge because it only took about 15-20 minutes to be fully charged andit is white in colour! (my fav colour). Definitely we must take a good care of the Quran Index because if not, it will be hard for my read pen to read its information beneath the paper then. You know what I meant right? It is a scanning object. Therefore, putting it in a pencil box may protect the Quran index. 

So, totally.. This package of My Qalam really does help Muslims out there. Well, now we're living in era of technology  right? No wonder we have such a high-tech gadjet even it is for religious purpose. But, who can deny the importance of tafsir al-quran itself? My Qalam does not include tafsir in it's package. They just can turn Arabic to any languages available directly by the read pen. I don't really love that way because I still preferred to read tafsir al-Quran on my own.

-Iman's tafsir-

I used to read tafsir before I went to sleep. Sometimes, if I can't resist from shutting my eyes, I'll just put on my read quran and play surahs that I would like to hear. So, that is how I'm having my day and night with words from Allah SWT. My Qalam and also Iman's tafsir really did help me a lot. I recommended you to buy both read pen and tafsir. It's like shooting two birds with one stone (wink)

=D

Tentang Persahabatan

Assalammualaikum..

Pernah tak korang experienced benda ni? In which, kawan korang tengah syok dengan handphone dia dan kita pulak macam batu bagi dia. Ataupun, korang tengah cerita syok-syok dengan dia dengan harapan korang dapat respons yang excited macam korang jugak, but then dia hanya balas "Oh..". Atauuuu, korang tengok kawan korang macam nak taknak je layan korang sebab busy dengan handphone yang mana korang pun akhirnya bermain handphone jugak sebab rasa boring. Then, wujudlah awkward situation...Macam, krik krik krik.. Pernahh?

Kalau korang pernah melalui semua ni, apa korang rasa? Offended? Yeahh, of course you do kann? Tipu la kalau sekelumit perasaan tersinggung pun takde dalam hati time tu. Kan? You know what? Everybody really did experienced this if they really had their 'bestfriend' once.

Aku pernah ternampak satu awkward situation ni. Tapi sebelum tu, apa yang aku nak cerita ni takde kena-mengena dengan orang yang aku kenali, okay? It's just my observation. So, let's continue! Masa tu, aku tengah makan dalam KFC dengan family aku. Awkward situation tu pula berada di hadapan meja aku sahaja. Jadi, senang aku nak observe facial gestures kawan dia yang satu tu. Sambil aku makan, sambil aku perhati. (ada macam gaya CSI or FBI tak?)

Masa tu, aku tengok dia tengah syok-syok cerita kat kawan dia ni. Excited giler la kan. Tapi masa tu kawan dia tengah layan handphone kat bawah meja(I saw it). Habis dia cerita, dia pun mintak la pendapat kawan dia ni. Pastu, korang tahu apa dia balas? Dia balas "Ok la tu.." Pastu, tunduk balik sambung main handphone. Kawan dia tu pun macam tak puas hati sebab dibalas sependek itu aje. Buat bazir air liur je cerita kat dia kalau macam tu. Tak lama kemudian, aku tengok dia pun keluarkan handphone jugak. Then, terjadilah krik krik krik sampaiiiii la kami sekeluarga habis makan. Tapi mereka masih tak berganjak, masih dengan handphone masing-masing. And I was like, what the heck?! Aku pun tak berapa sure mereka ni tengah bergaduh atau tak, tapi I don't think so mereka bergaduh. Yes, I'm pretty sure about that.

Dari situasi ni, aku semakin sedar bahawa orang masa kini lebih mementingkan alam siber sehinggakan mereka mencipta dunia mereka sendiri dalam alam siber. Malahan, kawan sendiri pun mereka tak dapat nak layan sebab sibuk check notifications kat Facebook, baca post orang lain yang entah apa-apa entah, main komen-komen and like-like, sape banyak likers or followers maka dia la yang hot and etc. Persoalannya, perlukah kita mengejar hot tu? Disebabkan ingin kepopularitian di alam maya, mereka sanggup mengetepikan hal bersama kawan-kawan. Disebabkan itu jugalah mereka lebih melibatkan diri dalam sosial alam maya. Perlukah semua itu sedangkan ada kawan yang boleh menerima kita seadanya. Tak perlu jadi hot stuff, but she/he always be there. Waiting for you to reply her and be like the old times di mana korang akan borak-borak sampai tak hengat dunia.

Bila aku tengok post orang lain semasa cuti sekolah, masing-masing sibuk nak update "rindunya sekolah", "rindunya bestie aku" and blablabla. Kemudian, kau tag pulak 'bestie' kau tadi. Do you really mean it? Betulkah kau rindu 'bestie' kau? Bukan kerana hanya ingin post supaya Facebook kau tak berhabuk? Bukan kerana itu hanya idea kau sahaja untuk meraih likers banyak or whatsoever? Tepuk dada tanya selera bro.

Padahal in reality life, bila berjumpa macam biasa-biasa aje. Takde nampak macam superb sangat friendship mereka ni sebagaimana yang mereka tweet atau post. Bila ternampak dekat restoran pulak, masing-masing layan handphone. Bila berjauhan, baru la rancak tanya apa khabar, kau buat apa and whatsoever.

Well hello?! Wake up! Menjadi seorang kawan yang baik dan sejati bukanlah dengan cara tweet atau post yang bahawa korang sayang kawan korang till jannah and korang nak semua tahu friendship korang. Tak payah semua tu bro. Korang boleh buktikan bahawa korang layak digelar friend till jannah dengan hanya tunjukkan care korang bila berjumpa, menjadi listener yang baik bila kawan korang ada masalah, menjadi partner yang awesome when having any conversations dan yang paling penting sekali, doakan kesejahteraan kawan korang tiap kali menghadap Tuhan. Bila kawan korang menyimpang jauh dari landasan agama yang sebenar, bawa dia kembali. Itu lah erti kawan yang sebenar. Friends till jannah adalah kawan yang membawa, membimbing dan masing-masing memperbaiki diri untuk kebaikan bersama. Itulah kawan yang sebenar.

Sekarang hanya tinggal satu persoalan,

Adakah anda merupakan kawan sejati?

Well, itu lah masalah aku. Aku tak boleh kalau tak perhati keadaan sekeliling. Dari sudut itu aku nampak pelbagai aspek which maybe can drive me crazy. But I like the way I thinking. Maybe ada yang fikir aku ni such a busy body. Tapi percayalah, tanpa observation, maka hipotesis korang tak dapat disimpulkan sama ada boleh diterima atau tidak. In total, maaf kalau ada yang terkasar bahasa. Heee. Peace yow!

Throwback to 27 October 1997: Dg Nur Syakila Natasha

Assalammualaikum~

Hi uolls, tadi mak aku cerita nama aku yang sebenar adalah Dg Nur Syakila Natasha. Aku tak pasti Syakilla atau Syakila, yang pasti pronounciation nya kedengaran macam tu lah. First dengar macam sedap je nama aku. Tapi bila aku try nak sebut, walaowehh! Susah sungguh. Tersembur-sembur air liur aku nak sebut. Ahaks!

Mak aku cakap, nama aku mana ada letter 'H' kat belakang. Tapi disebabkan ayah aku yang berbangsa Bajau selalu macam ada 'H' kat belakang, maka jadilah Natashah. Mak aku siap ejek lagi nama aku tu macam nama lelaki. Lelaki mana? Adakah Irwansyah??

mula-mula <3 tetapi dihalang, maka </3 ahaks!

Memandangkan mak aku berketurunan Brunei, dan kakak aku sebelum ni ada nama Nur di depan, maka terjadilah nama aku Dg Nur Natashah binti Armendas. Fyi, keturunan Brunei ni tak boleh sesuka hati kau aje nak letak gelaran kat depan. Misalnya mak kau mempunyai gelaran Dg(makesure Brunei!!) tapi ayah kau bukan mempunyai gelaran Pangeran, jadi tak boleh la kau nak bagi nama anak kau Pangeran, Awangku atau Dk(Dayangku) apatah lagi Ampuan. No no no! Paling layak kau nak dapat adalah Dg. Haha! Itulah yang terjadi pada adik-beradik aku. Kami semua mempunyai gelaran Dg dan Awg sahaja. Kalau nak upgrade, kahwinlah dengan Ampuan agar dapat memberi nama anak gelaran Ampuan =D (esesehhhh)

Masa aku lahir dulu, berat aku 4 kg lebih dan semestinya mewarisi trait mak aku yang berkulit putih. Cewahhh! After aku selamat dilahirkan, satu hospital riuh sebab ada kuih pau dalam wad bayi. Tau la nurse-nurse macam mana kan? Cepat je tersebar mengenai kelahiran kuih pau ni. Dan fyi, aku lah kuih pau tersebut! Ihikks..(gelak comel)

Anyway, gtg guys! Tata!

Thought for tonight

Assalammualaikum..

Deep tak tajuk aku tu? Walaowehh. Macam serius sangat. Eh, tak tak. Aku tak serius tau. Nanti muka aku cepat kerepot. Collagen please? (terlajak laris). Sebenarnya, malam ni aku berfikir pasal macam mana nak jadi kesayangan orang ramai. Eh, but itu tak bermaksud aku ni budak kekurangan kasih sayang. No! Tidak sama sekali. Hiks! Kan aku dah cakap. Just a thought~

Dalam dunia ni, manusia ada matlamat, pendapat dan cara perspektif yang berbeza lagi maha pelbagai. No matter how we did and what we done, akan tetap ada certain individu yang tak suka dengan perangai kita. Aku nak bagi korang contoh ni, tapi absolutely tak berkaitan sama ada yang hidup mahupun yang telah mati tau. Ingat?! Contoh ni hanya berdasarkan pemerhatian aku sahaja. Ok la , mari kita sambung.. Misalnya la kan kau ni dilabel sebagai 'sombong' but actually you're not. Then, balik rumah, kau stress sendiri bagai nak rak bila difikir mengenai label kau yang famous amos tu. Padahal, tak payah ambil peduli pun takpe. Tapi kau nak jugak solve masalah tu. Good, ada jugak inisiatif kau untuk berubah kann. Then, akhirnya kau berubah jadi lebih 'peramah'. Dengan kawan-kawan kau yang sosial lebih pun kau pi dekat-dekat nak bergaul dengan meka meka ni semata-mata nak dianggap geng sedangkan kau tahu pengaruh meka ni tak elok. Dan pada akhirnya, kau pun merana sekali lagi sebab bestie kau yang sebelum ni cakap kau berubah la, itu la, ini la. Kenapa nak berubah sampai macam tu sekali??

Untuk pengetahuan uolls, we'll never satisfied others. Never. Jadi, apa yang kau perlu buat adalah memuaskan diri sendiri. Contohnya, kau suka baca buku sambil jalan macam orang nerd. Asal lalu kau jer, orang cakap nerd. Peduli apa kau? Janji aku bahagia. Kan? Haa, itu sepatutnya yang ada dalam pemikiran kita. Selagi kita tau kita tak ganggu kehidupan orang lain, tak kacau ketenteraman mereka, so why not kan? Lagi satu, kalau kau sebok nak ubah diri jadi apa yang orang nak fikir pasal kau, then, sape yang akan jadi kau? Err, you got the idea kan? Ke tak ni? (-.-)

Maksud aku, contohnya la kan, kau sebok nak jadi Selena Gomez sampai nak terkeluar anak tekak kau melalak dekat Kbox. Punya la kau berusaha sampai serak-serak suara. But then, kau kecewa sebab suara kau hanya serupa dengan kucing mengiao mintak ikan. Frust menonggeng. Buat apa susah-susah nak jadi Selena Gomez? Kalau kau jadi Selena Gomez, so where is your identity bro?? Haa, now you got what I meant right?

Misi : Untuk menjadi Selena Gomez

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Hakikat sebenar : Hanya suara kucing. (sedih)

Jadi, kan.. Nak jadi kesayangan orang ramai ni susah tau. Bila kita ikut macam yang dorang nak, kita pulak yang berubah jadi 'bukan kita yang sebenar'. Ada orang terpaksa jadi talam dua muka. Macam artis Korea yang pompuan-pompuan tu la. Majoriti pembedahan plastik sebab nak jadi bertambah cantik dan comel agar diminati dengan kecomelan mereka. Finally apa dorang dapat? Satu habuk artis lelaki Korea pun tak lekat kat dorang tau. Apatah lagi nak idolised meka ni. Memang tak laa =)

Bila kita fanatik sangat nak ubah diri kita agar lebih disayangi, automatically kita tergolong dalam golongan insan yang tak reti nak bersyukur kat muka bumi Allah ni. Allah sangat tak suka dengan orang yang tak reti bersyukur. Ada orang Allah jadikan dia mata coklat. Tapi dia nak mata biru sampai sanggup buat eyes surgery sebab taknak pakai contact lens colour biru forever. Bila kita lihat pada orang lain, ada je Allah jadikan dia takda penglihatan sebab dari kecik tak dapat buka mata. Kita pun tak tau warna apa iris dia. Arr, camne tu? Satu, tak reti bersyukur. Keduanya pulak, dah jadi dosa besar sebab mengubah ketentuan Allah. Kau nak ke? Aku taknakkk!

Kesimpulannya, why not kita jadi diri kita? As long as kita selesa dengan who we are, then teruskan. Ingat! Jangan ubah diri kita! Just us =)

Aku adalah DG NUR NATASHAH yang hanya beridentitikan DG NUR NATASHAH. Bukan orang lain, hanya aku! (Suara semangat)

Jiran kiri kanan heran tengok aku 'bahagia'.

p/s: Kalau nak mengubah diri atas dasar keagamaan, amat digalakkan!

Kembali ke Zaman 1987

Assalammualaikum..

Hi, harini aku ada mood nak cerita mengenai mak aku ni. Fyi, mak aku merupakan mak andam yang ohsem kat kampung aku dulu. Normally mak andam ni mesti yang dah kahwin kan? Tapi mak aku masa tu masih bujang trang tang-tang lagi. Meskipun masih muda berkecimpung dalam bidang make-up ni tapi ramai yang percaya kat kebolehan mak aku masa tu. Tengok kepada penampilan mak aku, siapa tak percaya kann? Mak aku ohsem kot dulu! Bukan nak jual minyak, tapi inilah kebenarannya. Mak aku cantik! Macam anak dia jugak

Aku ingat mak aku ni main-main masa mak cerita mengenai kisah dulu-dulu. Tapi, ternyata apa yang aku fikir salah. Dulu, masa aku tengah duduk menunggu ayah, alone kat bus stop luar pagar sekolah, ada seorang makcik macam sebaya mak aku datang dan turut duduk menunggu anak dia kat bustop tu. At first, aku rasa awkward giler nak bercakap so aku prefer untuk diam aje lahh. Tiba-tiba pulak, makcik yang friendly tu tegur aku. Biasa lah, kalau orang kampung menegur, mesti nak tanya, "anak siapa?", "tinggal kat mana?" dan blablabla..

Seperti biasa, aku jawab straight forward, "mamaku Dg Piut Salamah, anu cucu Hjh Jual sama Hj. Ibrahim yang tinggal di Kg Tambing atu. Tapi kami sekeluarga ndk tinggal sana. Kami tinggal di Taman Greendfield." Fuhh, lengkap jawapan aku kan? Yeah, normally I'll answered like that.

Bila mentioned nama Dg Piut Salamah , terus makcik tu cakap "Eh? Anak Dg Piut Salamah rupanya. Di mana mama mu sekarang? Batah ndk meliat. Ku pikir tah kamu ani lakat lagi di KL". Demi meleraikan kekusutan makcik tu, aku pun jawablah "Hee, kami dari KL pindah ke Sarawak. Pastu ke mari. Mama sekarang ani mengajar di iskul Cina." Pastu makcik tu pun balas "Ouhh.. Eh, ndk kau tau mama mu atu dulu mak andam di kampung ani. Iya tah me'make-up'kan kediaku masa kawin dulu". And I was like "HUHH? Banar bah?" Hahaha! Menyesal aku tak percaya cerita mak aku dulu. No wonder la gambar mak aku dulu ohsem-ohsem. Mak andam rupanya.

Bila cerita mengenai mak aku yang ohsem ni, terflashback lah semula mengenai fashion-fashion dahulu kala. Masa tu kami sekeluarga tengah mengemas bilik lama kami kat rumah babu tua. Keadaan bilik sangat berhabuk. Tengah aku sebok selongkar almari, aku ternampak berlambak baju mak aku yang cantik-cantik. Aku yang gedik ni pun gatal tangan nak try semua baju tu. To my surprise, saiz pinggang mak aku adalah saiz aku yang sekarang. Fulawehh! Keciknya mak aku! Slim!

Salah satu baju mak aku yang paling aku suka adalah ini 

Sebagai bukti aku suka baju ni sangat, aku telah memakai baju ni masa Hari Raya Aidiladha! Mak aku suka tengok aku pakai baju ni. She said to me that eventhough my face wasn't her trait but I am just looks like her when she was young. Kiranya aku ni mencerminkan mak aku yang dulu laa. You know what? Aku rasa mak aku ni seorang yang berfikiran jauh. Proof? Haaa, walaupun baju ni mak aku buat masa tahun 1987, but peoples masih memuji baju ni cantik. Jadi, terbuktilah bahawasanya mak aku ni berfikiran jauh dalam pemilihan kain. I am proud!

Basically, pemakaian aku pada Hari Raya Aidiladha tahun ni sangat nostalgic dan yang penting sekali, tak keluar duit walau sesen pun! Hahaha. 

Berpandangan jauhhh.....

Anyway, that's all for now! Tata!

KIV : Mini Tafsir al-Quran

Assalammualaikum semua!

Kita sebagai umat Islam mesti menjadikan al-quran sebagai the top most significant thing dalam daily life kita, kan? Tak kira la ke mana pun kita pergi, al-quran perlulah kita amalkan sebagai pendamping kita. Tapi tapi tapi, we are all Malaysians and not Arabians, so it may hard for us nak faham maksudnya. Unless if you had learnt Arabic hence, that will help you to understand its content. Macam aku ni, aku tak learn Arabic, jadi aku tak faham maksudnya. Aku taknak la nanti, bila aku baca punya baca but at the end of it, aku tak faham pun surah tu mengisahkan pasal apa. Lagi satu, al-quran yang avail kat rumah aku tu bukan kecik tau. Besar dan berat sangat. Jadi, memang tak la kalau aku nak bawak setiap hari to everywhere kan?

Dipendekkan cerita, I NEED, I MUST AND I HAVE to grab satu mini tafsir al-quran. Kelebihannya adalah supaya bila aku boring ke apa ke, aku boleh geledah beg aku dan terus baca maksud ayat tersebut. Bila air wuduk aku batal, aku tak perlu nak risau mana nak ambil air wuduk semula sebab kita boleh pegang tanpa wuduk. Tafsir je kot. Jadi, tafsir ni sangat convenient untuk kita para Muslims. As a girl, aku nak tafsir yang comel, kecik dan wajib berwarna pink! So, ini adalah senarai gambar-gambar mini tafsir al-quran yang kini keep in view(KIV). Buat masa sekarang, hanya mampu untuk viewing aje. Insyaallah, nanti I'll have it.

FYI, aku perasan ada tafsir al-quran pelbagai mushaf, contohnya mushaf Burhan. To my suggestion, weolls mesti pakai mushaf Uthmani. Nak tau sebab apa? klik di sini. Jangan malas nak baca entry tu tau sebab itu akan membantu anda nak differentiate mushaf mana seelok-eloknya kita ikut.

So, that's all for now, tata!