Ever You Crushed That Hard ?

Assalammualaikum...

Heyyo ! Wassap wassap bro ! It's been a longggg time since I wrote the last blogpost ain't it? Wuwuwu T_T Sorry for the lost connection. tetttt.. hahaha.. So, how's you guys? Hopefully you all is fineeeeee...Amin~

Lately, there's lot of changes happened in my life physically, biologically and emotionally. LOL ? Physically, I'm getting lighter. I've lost 3kg recently and leave me weight around 49.7kg. And, I also lost the scholarship JPAMARA for medical course. Ngee, sokayy.. Now, I got the offer of going for a matriculation just for one year at Labuan in the field of Science. But since upu's result is not announced yet, so I'll wait for it and make the matriculation's offer as my backup plan. Hmmm, even with my result, I felt suffocated though. Afraid of not going anywhere and afraid of being a doctor would not be achieved, Bilang orang sabah, palis-palis jauh-jauh.. Edidiii..

Biologically and Emotionally, hmmmm...

My heart keep pounding so heart lately and I'm sure it is not heart attack. LOL. Ever you crushed that person so hard? I've been felt it once and it is coming back for the second time in my life. It was so hardddd. Omaigad.. I guess that's the reason why my hands keep on sweating lately. Maybe I'm really that nervous. 

There's some facts that I know when you're crushing someone.

First, if you realized you're crushing on him, you should know you're ready to be hurted, to feel the pain, to feel the jealousy and to feel the joy without him knowing any of it. Kata orang, Syok Sendiri. Haa, some sort of that laa. Even if he laughing with any other girls would make you jealous right? When somebody talked about how sweet he was, how handsome he is, how gentlemen he is would also make you feel hurt. Why? Because you don't have the courage to be like them in front of him. I mean, to be close and alert to him. For example, he gave your friend a glass of water, and your friend said he's sooooo sweet. But you? Only could listen their compliments about him and crushed your heart. Hahhaha ! But if you also got the same glass of water just like your friend, you'll considered as the happiest moment in your life, am I right??  Good.. *patting head*

When you crushed someone, there's only two options if you really wanted to confess it to him no matter what. First, pain. Second, joy. Why? Usually, crushing is only what you feel about him and not what he feel about you. Normally, crushing will lead you to the first option as for him, you're nothing. Errr, nayy, that's too harsh, Hahaha! I mean, it's tooooo rare to find your crush were crushing on to you too. Very very veryyyy rare. That's why he is called as your 'crush'. Because a Crush only know how to crushed our heart into pieces. Wrecking tul hati tau kalau gini, Hahaha, sandi eh sandi..

Basically, have you've been felt this way? Ehem, lemme remind you. We're talking about 'crush', not 'love'. Love is a different whole story. Crush is a story which brought you a lot of memories and moral values in your life. 

Haa.. Have you ever crushed that heard?? If never, just prepare yourself because in future, who knows, right? Kekekehh.. Ok la, I need to off now as I'm omw to the beach. Saturday way maa ^_^ tata y'alls ! xoxo from me for my those who read my comeback blogpost.

Keputusan SPM ku ^_^

Assalammualaikum!!

Hi uolls! I am so happy! Sorry for the delay about my result. Sorry sorry sorry! Alhamdulillah.. Aku tak dapat straight A's tapi almost straight A's pun dah memuaskan bagi aku, iaitu 8A 1B. Eventhough B+ tu adalah Chemistry which is my favourite subject, aku terima seadanya. Dan the most shocking part was Sejarah aku A+.. Ohemjayy. Aku tak sangka dapat macam tu. Selama ni aku target A- sahaja untuk Sejarah dan A untuk Chemistry but Allah dah plan what's the best for me. Jadi, apa-apa pun, aku bersyukur. Heee.. Ape?? Korang hengat 8A cikai ker? Kawan-kawan aku kat SMESH pun say congrats to me as they knew our batch got the bad luck. So far, aku dapat tahu result SPM 2014 drop. Even MRSM Kota Kinabalu pun drop. Apatah lagi kami yang hanya Kategori Sekolah Harian. Ye dak??

Overall, I feel blessed and grateful. Thanks to those who's been supporting me ever since 2014 until now. Thank you so muchh! Allah sahaja yang mampu balas jasa anda semua!

p/s : This is an appreciatian post ^_^

Resepi : Coklat Rosset

Assalammualaikum..

Harini resepi coklat rosset dengan kaedah piping. Korang tau kaedah piping camne?? Korang letak adunan dalam piping bag buat macam hias kek. Then lapis dengan satu lagi piping bag. Supaya tak koyak. Kiranya macam backup la gitu. 

Jadi, bahan-bahan yang korang akan perlukan adalah..

• Butter - 250gm
• Susu Segar - 50gm
• Garam - 1/2 tsp
• Tepung Gandum - 325gm
• Gula Aising (diayak) - 125gm
• Coklat Masakan - 100gm
• Esen Vanilla - 1/2 tsp

Cara-caranya....

1. Cairkan coklat dan susu segar hingga sebati. Kaedah macam biasa yer.. Iaitu kaedah double boil.
2. Pukul butter, gula aising, garam dan esen vanilla hingga rata.
3. Then, masukkan coklat yang telah dicairkan bersama susu segar tadi ke dalam bowl.
4. Bila dah ok, masukkan tepung gandum perlahan-lahan dan gaul-gaul-gaul-gaul.....
5. Tekstur adunan mesti lembik macam samperit yer..
6. Pastu piping atas loyang yang telah siap di'grease'.
7. Bakar pada suhu 180 selama 20 minit atau sampai masak.

Ni piping bebudak baru belajar. Ahaks! Saya budak baru belajar~~

Aku piping tak bertanduk camni. Ape kebendenyerr tok??

Sibuk hakak kitorang piping.

Haa, ni piping aku. Sape kata aku tak piping tadi angkat tangan!

 Aku cili jugak mulut engko ni. 

Hurmm, ada bakat.. hahahha! Nampak dah seninya.

 Proses menghias. 

 Peace yow! Kain lap kat tangan tapi selfie itu harus! Arghh, peduli! Persetankan itu semuaaaa

Tu sahaje aktiviti iolls harini. Babai! Muah panda kat atas tu cikedd! Ahaks!

Resepi : Rainbow Crystall Ball

Assalammualaikum..

Anda harus cuba buat resepi ni sebab ianya sangatttttt sedap! Wa tak tipu punya! Bahan-bahan nya adalahh..

• 125 gm Butter
• 120 gm gula kastor
• 125 gm minyak sapi
• 1/2 tsp Garam
• 300 gm Tepung Gandum
• 125 gm Tepung Jagung
• 50 gm Serbuk Almond
• Paper Cup

Cara-caranya.....

1. Pukul minyak sapi, butter dan gula kastor bersama.
2. Masukkan tepung gandum, tepung jagung dan garam yang telah diayak bersama
3. Tambahkan serbuk almond dan gaul sebati
4. Bahagi doh kepada tiga bahagian dan warnakan. Warna tu terserah kepada uolls la. Hahha
5. Then, bulatkan jadi comel-comel dan bakar pada suhu 180 selama 20 minit.
6. Lastly, after masak, lumurkan balls tadi dengan gula kastor dan masukkan kedalam paper cup anda =)

Enjoy yer!

Resepi Puding Roti

Asalammualaikum.

Haaa, hai uolls! Maaf ek sebab baru harini aku dapat buat entri tentang life aku kat Giatmara ni. So far so good. Muehehehe. So, let's cekidaut what have I done with my team. Jeng jeng jeng. Kitorang buat Puding Roti. (padahal dah tertera kat tajuk di atas)

So, today tak banyak kitorang ber'selfie'. Makanan lebih cantik dari muka kitorang. Muehehe.

Okeh, now kita usha resepi pulak. Mula-mula kan aku hengat susah ler sangat buat benda ni, rupanya as easy as a pie. Hahah! Angkuh nampak xD

Resepi :-

• Roti - 8 hingga 10 keping 
• Susu segar - 500ml
• Gula kastor - 120gm
• Marjerin (dicairkan) - 30gm
• Telur - 4biji
• Esen vanilla - 1 tbsp
• Tepung Jagung - 15gm
• Kismis - 50gm (kalau nak letak lebih pun boleh)

Cara-caranya adalahhhh....

1. Telur, gula dan esen kacau sebati. Kemudian masukkan susu segar.
2. Masukkan tepung jagung yang telah dibancuh rata dengan sedikit susu segar
3. Masukkan marjerin yang telah dicairkan dan kacau sebati. Make sure marjerin tu dah sejuk sebelum dimasukkan ke dalam adunan tadi ekk.
4. Tuang adunan ke dalam loyang hingga roti tenggelam. Bila dah adjust-adjust sikit, baru lah hangpa tabur kismis.
5. Biarkan adunan tu jap kemudian baru la bakar dengan menggunakan kaedah 'steam bake' pada suhu 180 selama 40 hingga 60 minit atau hingga masak.

So, endingnya harus macam ni yer..

p/s : resolusi yang daebak ini credits to En. Jovear (tuan kepada Oppo Find 7) Kamsahamnida oppa! (oppa??)

Pointless..

Assalammualaikum..

Bila takde kerja nak dibuat, ini lah apa yang akan terjadi. Pemangkin kepada segala-galanya adalah Oppo Find 7 milik kawan yang sangat ohsem ditambah lagi dengan keboringan yang melanda tahap gaban kat Giatmara Papar~

eh eh.. ni blog saya. Sukahati aku la kalau aku nak taruh gambar aku sebesar alam. Hehehe, just kidding. Aku rasa aku kiut kat sini, so aku nak letak besar-besar. Hehehe (gedik ko ni). Ehem! ini raw pictures tau!

Fyi, setakat ni kami baru masuk modul 2 iaitu mengenai kebersihan diri. So, aku belum boleh update any recipe here. Setakat ni, layan je la gambar kitorang aku ber'selfie' syok sendiri ni ye. Wakakka~

Mimpi tak best

Assalammualaikum..

Lately, aku asyik dapat mimpi yang mengerikan. Nasib baik sebelum ini, Encik Zulfaqar (haha!) ada post pasal kenapa kita ada mimpi macam tu atau macam ini. Katanya, salah satu puncanya adalah sebab kita terlalu memikirkan soal itu.

Mimpi aku ni sangatlah tidak keruan. Dua hari yang lalu, aku mimpi pasal result SPM aku cuma 5A sahaja. Dalam mimpi tu, aku menangis bagai nak rak. Pastu takut nak kasitau mak ayah pasal result aku tu. Dalam hati, "5A je?! Apa yang aku boleh buat dengan 5A?! Nothing!" . Aku risau giler dalam tu. Macam masa depan aku langsung tak cerah. Nak apply PASUM pun sah-sah tak layak. Nak masuk Sains Hayat pun nyawa-nyawa ikan aje. Giler kan? Bila aku bangun, air mata aku takde, tapi sedu aku tu ada. Pastu, cecepat aku menuju ke dapur (bukan nak makan), jumpa mak ayah dan kasitau pasal mimpi aku tu. Dengan keadaan aku belum berus gigi lagi tuh, aku cakap "Yah, aku mimpi aku dapat 5A ja SPM" . Tau apa ayah aku respon?? Dia tak cakap apa-apa, tapi gelak je. Tau gelak camne? Camni ha.. hihihihihihihihihi Macam hantu pun ade jugak, nasib suara ayah aku garau dan tak nyaring =') 

Pastu kemarin nye lak, aku mimpi mengenai someone ni. Dia tak penting pun dalam hidup aku. Last call haritu just via WeChat aje. Itu pun bulan September yang lalu (kalau aku tak silap la). Dia la punca aku patahkan simcard DiGi sampai bila aku lupa password WeChat, aku terpaksa beli simcard baru. Aku tak pernah bercinta dengan orang tu. Contact pun tak selalu. Dia macam angin yang lalu tanpa aku sedar. Haha, teruk sangat ke deskripsi aku ni? =') Tapi kan, dalam mimpi aku tu, dia jumpa dan minta maaf kat aku. Pastu, siap masuk dalam rumah dan jumpa parents aku lagi. Peliks nya, parents aku pulak macam suka dia ni. Ye laa, orangnya hensem, tough, ada kerja tetap, tinggi dan memang ohsem la. Sape tak suka kan? Aku suka dia pun sebab tu juga. But then aku tak suka dia atas sebab tertentu sehingga aku decide taknak contact ngan dia lagi (kes patah simcard).

Boleh dikatakan macam ni la dia tu. Haha!

Based on mimpi aku kat atas, yang aku terlalu fikir hanya SPM. Pasal someone tu aku memang tak fikir pasal dia langsung. So, how can he be in my dream? 

Okeh... Ni takde kena-mengena. Aku terjumpa masa usha Steve Rogers. Haha ! 

Hurmm, dihantui betul la hidup aku ni. Ape-ape pon, gtg guys, tata!