End your story #Writing

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Entry kali ney aku just nak share ngan korang my writing. Writing ney aku kena hantar ngan cikgu aku esok. So any, correction will be made okayy? Kalau sudi, give me your opinion supaya kita boleh exchange pendapat. Anyway, thanks for reading.

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Instruction: end your story with knowing that you were just dreaming.

It was bright shiny day, just perfect to play tennis and there I was in front of a very big, old tree trunk. I was about to pick up the tennis ball when I turned and look down to see the hole below the tree trunk. I was very curious. As the curiosity killed the cat, so I checked. It was infinity view and very dark too. I just do not know how can I suddenly slipped into it and slides down the hole and reached the ground. I screamed at the top of my lungs but it was useless as I was alone down in the ground.

                All I can see was only a weird chamber with a pink door in the middle of it. As I opened it, my eyes getting smaller because of the shining light. I can’t see very clearly but I just moved on. I can smell the sweet dew of the surrounding and I really loved the smell. ‘Where am I?’ was the only question in my head.

                When I can see clearly again, I saw a tree with a bunch of small, round and golden-wrapped chocolates that similar to ‘Ferrero Rocher’. The stick of the tree was made up of chocolate sticks. The colourful flowers were all made up of variety colours of chocolate. The river was also made up of melted chocolate that flow along it. I really loved this place! I just ate everything that I picked and they were all made up of chocolates and for sure it was all very delicious! Even though it was made up of chocolate but the taste was not very sweet. Too sweet was just not my cup of tea but these were instead. I just loved it.

                As I walked along the garden that full of beautiful butterflies everywhere, I saw a little cute strawberry-shaped house in front of me. So, I walked to the house and knocked the door but there was no answer. I knocked again and the door was opened by itself. I just entered the house. Suddenly an old lady greeted me like she knew me very well before. She invited me to sit down on her pink and soft sofa. As I sat, it was very comfortable and I had torn the sofa inadvertently. I was so afraid if she got angry to me so I just swallowed it and ‘Oh please do not tell me this sofa was made up of marshmallow!’ I whispered to myself. But indeed it was ‘yes’. Why everything were made up of sweet food? It was weird but I like it though. I really wanted to ask the old lady when she suddenly brought me to her yard so I thought that maybe I should ask later.

                At her yard, we have a tea together. She told me much about her family and there were I knew who made this land and the most importantly why she was the only person in this very sore to speak ‘magic chocolate land’. She built it because her daughter loved chocolate very much. But now she had gone because of obesity and she wanted to live in her own world because she still believed that her daughter will come to meet her and together eat the chocolate again. Then, I thought to myself, ‘I know the reason of her death. She died because of eating too much sweetened food that cause her to become obesity and died’ I laugh to myself but I hide it so that the old lady would not notice it. How cruel I am. But yes, I do agreed that the old lady is a very loving mother as she is willing to wait for her dead daughter to come back.

                After done with our tea, she brought me to her daughter’s bedroom and let me slept there to have a rest. I grinned to myself. As she left me all alone in the bedroom, I really enjoyed myself as the room was full of variety chocolates. Some are big chocolate bars, long chocolate sticks, big and small chocolate balls. I ate as much as I can until I lied on the marshmallow bed helplessly with both of my hands were holding chocolates. Yeah, I love this, I love this, I love this and suddenly BONKK!

                I opened my eyes as I felt pain on my back and I realised that I was laying on my floor as I fell down the bed. Okay fine, that was hurt. I watched my hands to get my chocolates but there were none. Immediately I stood up. I rubbed my eyes not once, not twice but several times. I even slapped my cheeks until it turned red. Where were all the chocolates? Why am I in my room now? Am I was dreaming just now? ARGHHHH! Then I realised that all of those things were just exists in my dream. Never mind, later I make my own chocolate land. I grinned.

-The End-

Playing Guitar at Melaka

Hahaha, sorry the morry-morry. Assalammualaikum guys! Hahaha, awal-awal lagi dah gambar aku terlentang sana. Hehe, saja jak tu *cehh, mintapuji*

As you know, that's me with the guitar of a guitarist there. I was playing lagu Taylor Swift entitled Speak Now. Yeah, I'm not that pro sebab aku ney amatur jerr. Bukannya macam Najwa Latiff yang super-duper ohsem. Yang penting aku boleh main. Hahaha! *ketawa jantan*

Erm, btw. What's the purpose I'm doing at Melaka? Hahaha, actually kami ada Lawatan Kembara Ilmu organised by SMK Bongawan and was joined by SMK Benoni and SMK Klias Beaufort. Okeh, tu lain cer yerr. Nanti aku buat travelogue about that including our pictures lagi k? For the time being I can't sebab banyak tuu mau di buat. Seminggu Iols dekat Peninsular k. Hahaha, sabow yer sabow. *cehh, macam la ramai sangat nak tahu* xD hahaha, sokayy nevermind. :')

okeh, gtg now. Tata~

Buka Sekolah, Jadual Baru~

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okehh, cuti pun  dah habis. Esuk dah sekolah, and unfortunately we have a new timetable. FYI, sekolah aku suka sangat mengubah-ubah jadual. Well, that's my beloved school anyway :/

Dengan bangganya I presents to you our new timetable, limited edition edited by Pg Zulfaqar. Hahaha, saja jak tu mau sebut 'limited edition'. Baru kelas sikit! hahaha! Kelaaass kau Mariaaaa xD

okeh, sekian dan terima kasih -.-

Luahan ku :(

Assalammualaikum..

Lama dah aku ndk update blog aku ney. Kesian.. Hurmm.. Ye laa, aku kan dah makin busy *nangis* Kelas sana sini ndk habis-habis. Orang semua cuti, kami kelas. Hurmm, hanya mampu tersenyum :) Okey laa, aku malas mau cer pasal kesibukan yang melanda diri ini, so we proceed to what I want to story-morry to uols.

Sejak kebelakangan ney, aku selalu jugak online Facebook aku tuu. Dan setiap kali aku online, konfom ada inbox dari kawan-kawan yang tak seberapa 'kawan'. Tapi memandangkan aku yang approve, so aku balas arr jugak. Lagipun dorang bagi salam, kena la jawab, kalau ndk free-free kena cakap "kau ney sombong la, muka tak la canntik sangat pon! Kau hengat aku hinginnn??!" Deii, better jawab daripada kena camni kan? So, ada yang mintak number phone. Alasan nak kenal-kenal konon. Eleh, dari fb pun boleh kenal-kenal ape. Kan? Kalau orang ikhlas nak kenal, without number phone pun boleh. Poke jerr tuu. Jadi berabis la aku ndk mau bagi. Last-last aku cakap, "jangan paksa please?" . Unfriend terus.Derr, kalau bagi, ibarat menghumban diri sendiri masuk mulut harimau jak. Palis-palis..

Then ada lagi sorang. Someone that I knew and also penah bertegur dua atau tiga kali. Ndk berapa kenal sangat pon tapi boleh lah jugak. Orangnya tinggi-tinggi macam model, kulit sawo matang and just enough for girls to crush on him including me. So, kami start 'rapat' sikitttt melalui chatting di fb. Senang cerita, he did a confession to me. Wehh? Kalau orang yang kau crush suddenly suka kau, ndk kan la kau ndk suka kan? Aku apa lagi, kesiukan la ney kunun. Then ada jugak dia bawa couple but I said, "sorry, better jadi kawan dulu then baru kau decide once again". Aku ndk mau dia menyesal di kemudian hari. So now kami boleh dikira sebagai special friend as he wish. 

Tapi.....

Belum sampai seminggu since his confession, he already showed tanda-tanda untuk berputus asa dengan aku. Siapa jugak yang boleh tahan dengan aku kalau setiap kali di call, jadi voicemail. Di text, ndk reply. Hurmm, aku sudah cakap dengan dia yang aku tu busy. On handphone jarang, pegang handphone jarang, reload? Lagi la jarang. Aku punya study start dari jam 8 sampai jam 12 tengah malam. Jadi aku rasa memang dia ndk tahan ngan semua tu. Haritu cakap he will okay with this and wait till I'm done with my SPM. And now ? Hahaha, hanya mampu tersenyum.

Tadi aku online again and as usual check newsfeed. Suddenly keluar dia punya post. Like seriously aku terasa. Guess what? He said "nak bljr ego ni . . hhaha ..." okee, itu ndk berapa lagi, but yang komen dia tu la memang cukup memilukan. He said "bcause dulu i too soft with girls .. till they put their shit on my head.. bukan semua laa ... just 2 or 3 cm tu .. if xda bkenaan plis jgn terasa .. ok?" wehhh? terasa abis bahhh aku. Siapa jugak ndk terasa kalau banyak post dia pasal aku. Benda macam ney la yang paling aku takut. 

I've been through the situation of fall in love during study time and it was last year when I was Form 4. I knew that I had done a big big big mistake and I realised that I need to be the real 'me' again. So, I did. Bila dia tiba-tiba bawa bercouple. Aku berfikir, 'Yeah I did crush on him and I want accept". But then I think twice. No! Kalau aku accept, aku akan melakukan kesalahan yang kali kedua. Ibaratnya aku tu mau masuk ke dalam lubang yang sama setelah bersusah-payah keluar dari situ. That's why I reject and just be a friend. Tapi tu lahh. Speechless terus aku bila dia suddenly buat gitu. Like seriously we're got nothing between us but he acted like we do. Pastu senang-senang put the blame on me. 

Please, aku student. All I want to be is a doctor. Please lah, jangan force aku sampai begini. I've been depressed a lot. If you do serious on what you feel on me then please withstand this pressure only for a year. Kau STPM, aku SPM. So, patutnya there is no problem to understand each other kan?

Huhuhu, kamu semua jangan salah anggap dengan apa yang aku tulis ney. It's just what I feel. If what I do is wrong, tolong betulkan. Aku betul-betul dalam dilema. Situasi ney buat aku rasa bersalah yang tersangat-sangat. Kalau boleh aku ndk mau la benda couple mapel ney. I'm still young. Aku mau freedom! Kapel mapel ney semua tahyul jak. Nonsense! Bahagia sementara, neraka tuu naa di depan. Ya Allah, palis-palis. Jauhkan lah aku dari semua benda-benda macam ney. 

Aku hanya mampu tersenyum dan pasrah dengan whatever he think about me. Ndk kesah la kalau dia mau cakap aku ney itu ka ini ka, asalkan aku fokus dengan matlamat, okee la tu. Walaupun depressed, aku masih sempat berselfie okay? hahaha! Bawa kawan jugak berselfie. Baru la ndk awkward. Wakakaka!

Smile!

From left: Jiji, me and Ani.

Walaupun berduka tapi masih mampu untuk bergambar-gambar. Hahaha! The conclusion is, whatever obstacles that we need to face, don't give up. Just move on for your own sake. As what the quotes said, 'Dont look back, if Cinderella went to pick up her shoe, she wouldn't have become a princess ;')

Thanks for sudi membaca luahan ku. If you do have some suggestion, please let me know :)

HandPhone GiveAway

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haa, nampak tajuk tu? best gilerr kalau dapat handphone! aku pun nak jugak join. Kalau uols pun nak join, click banner tu yerr.. Tak rugi pun kalau try kan? hikhikhik. Valid until 31 January 2014. Cepat cepatt!

aku suka yang ney =3

aku dah poke yang ney, korang ambek yang lain jer k ? hahahah! 

Getting Happy with NanoWhite

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Sekarang dah pertengahan bulan Januari 2014. Ndk sangka cepat betul masa berlalu last year. So, tahun ney aku mau mulakan azam baru with new effort. Ahatsss.. Cakap pasal last year, muka aku suka tumbuh pimples time tu. Sebelum ney susah giler mau tumbuh. Pastu, kulit gelap. Demmit. Now, suka-suki ja kau mau tumbuh kan? Ughhh! So, azam aku tahun ney ialah menyahkan semua pimples di muka, memutihkan kulit and study dengan sepenuh hati.

yerr, inilah muka aku time Form3. Belum start pimples and kulit
belum gelap segelap time Form4

Ini gambar aku dengan Amiey time Raya 2013. Gelap? yes memang gelap.
FYI, pimples ada di dahi but not very clear disini yerr.

Setelah aku tengok the differences of my facial textures when I was Form 3 and Form 4, seriously I miss when I was in Form 3. Aku terlampau risau sampai satu malam tu aku ndk tidur semata-mata untuk mencari jalan penyelesaian for my face. Aku google punya google, then aku terjumpa produk NanoWhite. Aku pun bacalah review dekat blog-blog NanoWhite users and I found it works on them. Lagipun harganya affordable. So, I decided to give this baby a try.

So, here I am. NanoWhite and Hazeline
White and Natural with my dark face.

NanoWhite trial pack RM15.90. Contains Awakening Snow Wash (10ml), Polishing Renewal Exfoliator aka PRE (10ml), Omega Day Shield SPF 50++ (10ml) and Cell Moist Whitenor(5ml). Semua ney cukup untuk seminggu. Hazeline tu abaikan dulu. Aku nak buat review NanoWhite jer k? Esehh, trip cakap semenanjung kunun. Hakhakhaks!

Baru semalaman aku guna, produk ney dah tunjukkan effect yang ohsem ! Esoknya, aku datang sekolah, kawan aku puji okehh. Suka la kan kalau dipuji.. They said I'm getting fairer. Sebelum ney dorang cakap aku datang ke sekolah with dark and dull skin. Gehh, to honest dorang ney but yeah, I admit it. Since then. I started to trust this product.

So, this is me with Amiey after using NanoWhite. Snapping after
lari rentas desa. Still ohsem even after merentas desa. No editing.

p/s: I'm using 0.3mp of front camera. Samsung SIII
 mini punya. that's why hancur

Also after I'm using the trial pack.

 I bought directly at Guardian. Kalau beli dekat tempat lain selain Guardian or Watson, harga dia mahal dohh. Aku plan mau beli lagi tapi nannnnnti. So, here are the list:-

• Awakening Snow Wash (100ml) : RM12.50
• Polishing Renewal Exfoliator (60ml) : RM23.90
• Omega Day Shield SPF 50++ (35ml) : RM24.50
• Cell Moist Whitenor (40ml) : RM26.50

1. Awakening Snow Wash.
Cleanser ney adalah asas you know.. Aku akan pakai ney after aku apply PRE. Time aku cuci muka guna ney, effect dia ndk tight macam other pencuci muka. Sejuk jaa. Lepas pakai, muka rasa soft and fairer. Memang best.

2. PRE
Ney aku apply to clean my pores and to exfoliate my dead skin. Kulit aku ney payah mau terkupas even after sunburn. So, aku buntu mau use which products so I jump to this. Effectnya, kulit aku exfoliate perfectly. Dead skin tu macam rubber dust jak lepas guna. Best. This is suitable for everyday use but I only use this every three days. I apply before tidur supaya esok kulit baru yang appear.. Hikhikhik..

3. Cell Moist Whitenor.
Benda ney paling aku suka sebab texture dia light. First time pakai memang rasa greasy, but it dries softly on my face and leave a fair and soft skin. Aku suka bau dia jugak. I use this  after cuci muka. Sepatutnya guna toner dulu. Since aku belum beli toner, aku pakai je la apa yang ada. I rate this 5/5. Seriously ndk sama with other moisturizers.

4. Omega Day Shield SPF50++
Can you see the SPF value there? Yeah I love it! Paling jarang la mau jumpa day shielders with SPF50 okayy. Harga pun affordable. So, I use this after moisturise my face. Sama jugak macam moisturizer tadi, firstly it is greasy but then it  dries softly. Just dot dot onto your palm and It is enough for your whole face already. Perghh, memang jimat. The most importantly is, this cream tahan sampai berjam-jam.

I'd also give this a try to my younger sister aged 14 years old but the result was her face getting itchy. So, NanoWhite ney depends laa. Kalau ngam, oke lettew. kalau ndk ngam, you shouldn't blame on the product as it works on me and some other peoples too. Lastly, you'll never know if you did not want to try it. Now, I'm getting happy with NanoWhite. Bye-bye Alaisyah =D

FYI, my pimples getting decreases! Yeayy!!

Homemade Satay Ayam

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Yes, here I am again, writting on my blog. Today family aku buat sambutan New Year. Buat untuk sendiri-sendiri jerr. Ndk sambut di mana-mana. Macam last year jugak. Tapi last year kami buat homemade cake dan aku laa tukang hiasnya. Hikhikhikk. Bangga sebab pandai menghias (la sangatt). Talk about satay, it is very complicated but the taste really power! Waa cakap sama lu. Hahaha! Mau resepi? Click here! Seriously menjadi.

Ney tangan aku yang gaul k! Kesannya, tangan menjadi kuning. Then, kitorang perap for almost 3 hours jer pon. 

tangan yang berpeace tu aku la tu. Lepas diperap, kitorang cucuk pulak. Lepas dikira-kira, semuanya ada 90 cucuk. Waa cakap sama lu, semua ney habis licin oleh kami sekeluarga. Hahaha, yeah perut kami perut gergasi. =D

Yang ney kuah kacang resepi mama aku. Sedap hingga menjilat jari. But beware yerr. Boleh menimbulkan jerawat ney. Hmm, terima aja takdirnya.

Ney madu campur minyak. Untuk renjiskan dekat satay time dimasak. Guna serai time renjiskan tu. Okay, asal aku tengok abang aku renjiskan benda ney atas satay ayam tu, aku terbayang abang aku merenjis orang kahwin. Demmit. Kuat tul imagination aku kan?

Ini laa rupa satay kami yang ohsem mohsem tu. Very sedap!

Selamat mencuba!